Eye on eye with dead

Fear me i am death
but i dont fear death,
death is my friend...
my only friend...
i am going to hell anyways...
so why so i try to make things better...
when i only make things worse...
Fear me i am death...
i feel no pain...i do not hurt...
i cut my wrist... wanting to feel some kind
of pain...i wait and i still feel nothing...no pain...
Fear me i am death...
i overdosed on midol first 12 then 14...
i dont die... why i try so hard, but NOOOOO
i am still here living this hard ass fucking life...
Fear me i am death...
first court then jail then group homes...
i dont want to live that way...
isn't there an EASIER way out...
FEAR ME I AM DEATH...